Real smart to delete your inbox messages from the girls, but not your outbox messages, honey. Real smart.
Do you think I'm retarded?
And how can you ask me why I feel the need to do check? My reasons (which are because you broke my trust before and are a giant hypocrite) become irrelevant if you are guilty, and you are.
Shall we site examples?
I think we shall.
He wrote to one of them:
"So, I had a dream about you last night. haha. It was bizarre. I was at my apartment and you just showed up. You were in the area and came by to see me. And then you said you were torn. You really wanted to give me a blowjob, but then you didn't. And you kept going back and forth, and I kept trying to pursuade you, but then you left. haha. THE END. It was sad. :("
I'm sick of him calling all these other girls darling and sending them hearts and blah blah blah.
And this is a fun chain of mail between him and the same girl from above:
Neville: Hey darling. How are you? And when am I getting more pictures, hmmm? :o
Whore: Hey sexy man! How are things with you? The pictures on here aren't good enough? :(
N: Things are great here. And of course, I love the pictures of you here. I was just hoping for some more nudity oriented ones... ;) Write back soon, darling.
W: I will attempt to take pictures soonish.
N: I look forward to hearing from you, and seeing more of you. ;)
UUUUGHHH and she is fat and gross I looked at her profile and I don't understand why he would do these things while we are together because.... I am way hotter. I don't know what how else to say that. I'm not trying to be shallow, I'm just trying to understand what the FUCK goes through his head!!!!!!
YOU SHOULD SEE ALL OF THE FUCKING MESSAGES TO ALL THESE DIFFERENT GIRLS THAT HE WAS SENDING OUT WHEN WE STARTED SEEING EACH OTHER. Like, desperate, much? What the fuck was I thinking.
"Hey. I'm mad sorry about last night. I hope everything with your boyfriend is okay. Sorry for making things mad weird. I'm saying mad too much. Shit. Sorry. Going to bed now."
"Sugar pie! Happy early Birthday. you have not been around for a while. How are you. Also, are you free for some coffee Monday. It'll be on me, as a special birthday gift for you." - (while we were together)
N:"___... I know this might seem out of the blue and inappropriate...but given our history...I was wondering...What are the odds of me obtaining a picture of your boobs? :x I apologize in advance if this angers you... I'm just kind of drunk and I had to ask... <333 and sorry.
Other Whore: LOL oh Neville...no one gets pics of y boobs! The deal is, if you want to see them you gotta come down and see them with your own eyes. :)
N: Haha. I understand. I'm sorry I got so drunk and asked such a stupid thing. I can't recall exactly what my spectacular train of thought was. Regardless, are you still coming to RI soon? Or do I have to wait until next summer to go down there? ;)
OW: I think so. It depends if my brother goes or not. If he doesn't then I'll have to wait till the summer to show you my boobs. ;)
N: I hope a lot more can happen than just showing. ;)
Like, ugh. I'm just... disgusted, and mortified that this kind of shit happens behind my back when he gave me SUCH a hard time when things were the other way around, and he still gets uncomfortable if I say I'm hanging out with a guy but god forbid I get uncomfortable when he's hanging out with a girl when I'm not there after he was going on and on about how horny he was. GOD.
I don't even know if I SHOULD stay. I don't want to keep dealing with this.
I don't even know what to say anymore. I just want to disappear from here, and reappear somewhere where I can be happy and not have to worry about being stabbed in the back.
